pale and mild, a modern girl.
taken with thought still prone to care
makin tea in your underwear.
keeping me sane in the library
carribean blue may be the most soothing song i’ve ever heard
i’m in my crazy place
i had the last class of my undergraduate college career today. what? didn’t freshman orientation JUST happen? i’m slightly (or a little more than slightly) overwhelmed by the amount of work i have to finish between now and monday, and i’m sleep has definitely been in short supply. i’m in my crazy place, crying at least once a day (but not because i’m sad) and forgetting to eat most meals (i honestly just forget). however…
i’m graduating in just over a week. i’m getting married to the love of my life in two weeks. and i’m moving to florida in three.
motivation or distraction? i’d say it’s a little bit of both. but i’m beyond excited and i’m happier than i’ve ever been!
i’m a cookoo
it’s an interesting trend that every year around this time i rediscover belle and sebastian and become obsessed for the first few weeks of summer.
“I am not rooted in a place, I think, so much as in certain values and affiliations and friendships that I carry everywhere I go; my home is both invisible and portable.”
Pico Iyer(Source: ohdearsavannah, via burstintolife)
think destination
I’m moving to Florida this summer!
on my to do list:
graduate
make flight reservations
pack up my belongings
say goodbye to my roommates
say i do to the man of my dreams
things to dream about:
spending every day with the man that i love
decorating our beautiful house
the motorcycle
white sand beaches
the bike trails
kayaking
finding a church
volunteering at the hospital
seeing my roommate from jordan
big lots
an abundance of sunshine and triple digit temperatures
A Word for the Third Culture Kid
What is described are feelings so deep that you can scarcely give words to them. Your throat catches and you try and describe intense longing and desire only to remain wordless. How do I know this? Because I have experienced it first hand. What we long to describe is “Saudade”.
I have a clear recognition that they will never go back to the place where they feel most at home. I realistically accept this but not without “Saudade”.



